My Life.

Okay. So here's a much needed update on how I am, what I'm doing, and all the shit that's going on.

For one. I'm an emotional mess.

Not only did I get sick and throw up from my school's lunch yesterday (not to mention 3 other people) but I've found out my relative- one of the many I hold dear to me- is sick. Not just sick like, "A cough cough, sneeze."  No. He. Is. SICK. Sick sick. Over the top sick. He's been in the hospital for WEEKS now!

Making it worse, he doesn't tell me anything! Nothing about if he feels weird, if he isn't well, if something's wrong- NOTHING. I had to force the doctor to tell me what his condition was since the Doc was sworn to silence by my relative!

Second. School...is a Bitch.

My only bad grade is my Math one. And that is horrible to bring up. I try and try and try but I always bail on tests! It's infuriating! My parents keep saying

"Try harder. >:l" I AM TRYING! It's not like I'm on my ass and singing show tunes while I procrastinate on my work. No! I actually do shit! So they need to stop saying, "Step it up. Try harder."

So yeah. I'm pretty pissed and bitter. I'm at the hospital right now and I'm going to see my cousin now. So yeah.


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Bye. Sorry for raving.